February 2011
Sometimes, we forget the simple things that life has to offer us. We tend to look at the big pictures with little or no meaning to them. Sometimes, the smallest things mean the most after all. Like a random act of kindness someone gives to you or a simple “Hi” or “I miss you” from an individual you neglect at times. We need to look deeper into things and realize that the...
I am so high right now.
Fuck, I love feeling this good.
January 2011
I don’t mean to lie all the time, I just do. Like if I actually told you the truth about everything you guys wouldn’t let me do anything I wanted to do. I want to rebel against you guys but I’m afraid of the consequences ahead. I never wanted to disobey you guys but sometimes you two just piss me off. I’m sorry but I don’t know if I can keep living like this.
Most things that come through your mouth are so easy to say that when the task comes at hand, you fuck up. A lot of things are easier said than done. Just like the saying, don’t make a promise you know you can’t keep. Think before you say anything stupid.
I’ve never understood why people always tend to remember the bad times the most. Every little mistake, every mishap just comes to mind every single time they’re down. They can never look at the good side to anything, they just seem to hate it all. Why can’t you guys just stay positive for once? Good things happen to people with good thoughts.
You can tell a whole lot about a person’s character just by seeing what they smile at and what makes them happy.
Watching The Notebook.
I’m suddenly starting to wonder if I will truly will be able to find true love out there.
I know love exists, I just don’t know if it will exist in my life.
I have a tendency of losing interest in people and...
Anonymous asked: whats your name?
I hate the feeling of wanting to talk to someone so bad but not wanting to seem like the biggest annoyance to them. Scaring them away or having them lose interest in you always comes to mind. Either I say to much or I say to little but I always feel like a dumb ass for not knowing what to say to them. I get really nervous when I’m around someone I like. I’m an idiot.
I don’t know what to think of us anymore.
We’re both just so confusing.
I’m sorry.
And to add to another horrific night, this feeling of confusion is really getting to me.
I know I want to stay positive at the most but tonight is one of thsoe nights where I need to sleep it off and hope for a better day.
But right now, my mental state is just giving me a straight fuck you to the face.\
It doesn’t give a fuck what I feel.
Dude, I seriously can’t be all lovey dovey when I’m talking with you. That just ruins everything. Let’s look past this puppy dog stage and actually start a real relationship.
I don’t know if you’re willing to do so but it would be better to actually have a more intellectual conversation.
I’m not going to lie, talking about sex, calling each other cute, making...
JWOWW AND SAMMI MAKE UP?!
I believe in fighting for a relationship rather than fighting in a relationship. Fight for who you love and what you believe in. Don’t fight over the stupidest reason you can come up with.
“You need sucky things in life to make you stronger.”
– Vinny.
“I hate losing my black friends in the dark.”
LOLOMG. I’m sorry but that was funny as hell.
If you really did like me or had some sort of an attraction towards me, you would show me some sign of well anything. I don’t like playing these mind games, I’d rather have you tell me straight up rather than keeping your feelings hidden. If you keep those feelings hidden, sooner or later I’m probably going to be gone.
Speed of Sound.
My emotions can never stay stable.
When I look at you, I reminisce and indulge on our past. I wonder, what the fuck has happened to us? We used to be so close, we were the best of friends. Now when I see you, I consider you just another face in the crowd. You’re a complete and utter stranger to me now. I miss us. I miss you.
It fucking sucks knowing that I have a easier time staying up all night rather than waking up early.
I have some serious problems.
I hate it when you can’t tell if a person does like you or they’re just being really nice.
Stop sending me all these mixed signals, I’m obviously reading them wrong.
I miss those days where we were close. I’m stuck here reminiscing and wishing I could relive each and every one of those moments where I was truly happy being around the company of those I shared fond memories with. I truly miss those back in the day moments.
We’ve all done some shit that we’re not so proud of. You just need to deal with it and get over it.
Life goes on. You’re getting way into yourself.
Anonymous asked: where are you from?
I like it thick, not you god damn sticks.
I love to sleep. I just love leaving reality and reaching new heights in a newly created dreamland. For those mere hours in my sleep state, I’m gone from reality and into a different world inside my head just for some time. No worries at all. I dream about having a life full of my wildest imaginations. Anything is possible inside my head, all I have to do is think of it. It just feels so real. But...
lol @ people who go to the quote box, write anything they think is great and quote it themselves.
The fuck was that? Your quote wasn’t even that great.
For me personally, it sucked.
Favorite songs?
I admit, I tend to be an asshole with a lot of people. That’s just how I am. But I don’t mean to do it, it just happens. It’s like a constant with me, I can’t stop.
All those happy feelings came back today, it felt good.
I still have this good vibe type going through my head, I just feel really good.
It’s been quite long since I’ve had a good roll.
Sure Thing.
A kickback sounds good right about now.
I just miss being with people I can relate to and chill with.
Friends, where are you?
Oh, that’s right, there are none.
I'm always thinking that you don't care.
I always have those times where I’m feeling completely shitty and all I want to do is mope around and complain about anything. I’m a very moody person. All these mixed emotions are just overwhelming, I can’t deal with it. Just trying to cope with this and think positive. But, something is stopping me. Preventing me from being my so called happy self. But what? I’m just...